As I sat there pondering whether or not to clean the chaos that is our newly acquired room, I realized something about myself. I am Grade A, First Class Procrastinator. I wouldn't go as far to say that I'm lazy I just prefer to procrastinate. It's sad really and this desire to procrastinate has grown the older I get. Eh...I'll get to it tomorrow my mind thinks...tomorrow rolls along and I still have no desire to clean the damn thing. It's quite the sight though let me tell ya...we have an entire houseful of stuff in one room. Now granted this room is the size of a studio apartment but still not enough space for the stuff we acquired in just 3 months...but it'll do for now and we don't have to pay rent for a while. Yay! As changes are made and the holidays approach I find myself contemplating many things. When will Ryan and I have kids, what will their names be, will we have enough money and be successful, why is this economy sucking...and this list goes on and on. If I start to dwell I'm pretty good about getting my mind out of the rut and thinking about happy things like ponies and butterflies...ok fine maybe not ponies and butterflies but you catch my drift eh? I'm sitting here at work...somewhere I would rather not be at the moment and I just had one of those awkward eye contact moments. I looked up from my cube at the exact moment one of the managers was walking bye and we awkwardly made eye contact with no words spoken. Now I don't find myself in awkward moments but this was one of them and I hate that nothing was said. I mean I could have broken the silent eye contact with hey pal how's it going...but what if he replied shitty and I don't want to talk about it. That would just intensify the awkwardness. So I remained silent and waited as he passed...lame. Have you ever had those? I also giggle at awkward scenes in movies. Well I mean I giggle about everything but that's one of the many things I uncontrollably giggle about. So my friend T is searching for a long lost friend and I'm hoping to help find this friend. She's so wonderful. Have you ever just had that one friend that you can't live a day without...she's that friend for me. I know I've blogged about her before but I just wanted to reiterrate what a pal she is :-). This is for you T..."Hey boy whatsho name?". hahaha Well I guess I better get back to the daily grind. At least I have a job though which is saying a lot right now in this crap ass economy. I live you with this quote I found somewhere a while back "Live simply, Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly". Later gators.