Cheesy goodness!

So the good thing about Ryan not having a job at the moment is coming home to tasty creations such as this cheesy beef cream of chicken enchilada yumminess! haha. He loves to cook and his new creations are always so great!

So today I was more focused at work which was very advantageous considering one processor is out and I'm having to set up her loans and the others as well. I also am doing some tasks that I'm not used to but I'm doing quite well at them if I do say so myself. The thing is though every day I work harder and learn more but I continuously strive for a more lucrative career. One that is not so redundant and mundane. One where my skills are challenged every day and where I can't fall into a comfort zone or anything. No doubt I love my job now I mean come on I work at the freaking ballpark, I have made some of the best friends there a gal could ask for, and my boss is someone whom I admire and respect on so many levels. So I'm sure that's what keeps me going all those things listed above...but is it enough...when will that day come where I just want to walk out in a storm of fury and be done with the mortgage business? So far so good though I've never been so infuriated where I've wanted to throw it all away and walk out those brown squeaky office doors. I keep thinking how awesome it would be to be a coach and a biology teacher but these kids nowadays are hell raisers that's it's becoming a very intimidating career path to be a teacher. I know I will be shown one day the job path for me but it's getting irritating waiting for that moment...patience Ashley patience.

Ok well Ryan has a job interview tomorrow at Ameriprise Financial and another 45 minute phone interview Thursday with a recruiting agency so I will be praying all goes well with both. I just hope he finds something closer to home and something where he actually enjoys going to everyday. So Javier left today for Chihuahua, Mexico. His tournament starts tomorrow so I wish him well and I also will be praying he gets sponsored by the millionaire back here in the states. It will be great to have him back here in the U.S. and to be able to see him often if he does get sponsored. Plus we may even get to travel to see him play if he starts playing overseas and such....that's not why I want him to get sponsored though. He's a hard worker and has such a great heart that he deserves all the happiness and success that God blesses him with. I think he gets back on Sunday or Monday.

So I sent a text message to my good friend Fig about a year ago that went something like this..."Have you ever been sitting on the toilet and been like...shit I'm done what the hell am I doing still sitting here? no pun intended!"....hahaha...well I had another one of those moments at work today it was ridiculous. I caught myself sitting there looking at the stall door and noticed that 10 minutes had passed...ridiculous! I know I know TMI but I had to share ha. Ok well it's time to go do my wife duties...now get your mind out of the gutter...I was talking about cleaning and organizing...dirty mind you guys dirty mind! haha

Faith. Hope. Love.