So my whole life I've had this fascination with playing the drums yet never did. This is the closest I've come to playing....ha. I can't...unfortunately...wait until the new guitar hero comes out so I can try and dominate the newest, realest set of drums. Speaking of domination...my bro is in the other room playing Call of Duty 4 and he's ridiculously good at it. He bugged me all day about coming over and that is why. He's so obsessed with that game that he can't wait for the weekends to get here so he can guilt me into coming over and playing. Geez. I mean I love him to death but he's got such an addictive personality that I swear it's the only reason he comes to see me sometimes :-. He's a good bro though and earlier he stopped playing for a bit and we watched "Die Hard" and had some chicken nuggets and mashed potatoes...my specialty. hehe. Ryan's obviously the cook in this house but he was at my parents poker party...he didn't do so well...I've quit poker...recently retired.
Anyway, I was just thinking that I need to get my act together and finally get this dang house organized. I have this horrible habit lately of saying "Eh, I'll do it later". It's the procrastination part of me coming out to play too often. Blogging really helps me put things into perspective and understand myself in a sense. Everyday so many random crazy thoughts cycle through my mind not psycho crazy but crazy nonetheless. Sometimes it really helps me to sit down and concentrate on writing to truly calm me down and relax.
So...I've been really excited that I haven't come down with anything lately. I've been regularly taking my vitamins and really watching what I eat. Now comes the hard part of trying to get on a normal workout routine. That's why I loved bootcamp so much with exception to the 4:30 wakeup time to go there but I loved it because it helped me become motivated in a really healthy motivating environment. Is it ok to say motivating/motivated twice in a sentence? Did I really just ask that? lame. Ha ok so ya 5:21 am I tend to be very random and smartass-y.
I'm really hoping that Ryan gets into a job soon. I mean I love the fact that when I come home the house has been cleaned up and dinner is on but I think it's driving him crazy with all of this free time. It's not like he's bumming around playing games or whatever but he's never been in this situation before where he HAS to find a job or else we move back home wiht mommy and daddy...which is SO not happening. I love my parents but they invented the word stress...I can't do that anymore. He takes the postal exam in like two weeks or so and then he can immediately get hired. I'm pushing for this route (postal service) because Ryan was not cut out for the corporate/cubicle world lol. I think something as lucrative as a government job will really suit him...but he has got to find him a temp job for a few weeks to bring in some income. We have money to last us another few months without unnecessary spending but I would like the security of knowing that if my car breaks down or his or whatever that we at least have some extra money coming in to keep us afloat. I know he knows this and he's being such a great husband and caring for me and our family but I just hope he can find something quick soon.
Ok well I've rambled on and I know this has been a slightly boring blog but it helped me to get some things out there and now I'm going back to bed. I hope all is well on your end wherever you may be. Keep it real :).
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