In which I take a leap of faith...

Tomorrow I set forth on a journey. A journey which will require hours of self-reflection, memories I might not like to think about with a healthy dose of laughter and You go Girl yells. It's 10 weeks long and I'm ready and focused to begin. I've never been one to fully admit I'm struggling until the situation is severely out of control and forces me to admit what's going on. Last year was a year of self-discovery, change, and being down. I no longer intend to live life behind a frown and instead smile brightly like I always have. I will no longer let the oh woe is me phrase control my future. The warmth of a blanket is nothing like the warmth of new friendships and adventure. I plan to make this a Revolution of a year. I plan to seize the day and never look back. This is life and there's no rewinding time. It's time to focus on all aspects of a healthy life and finally do and not just say. I'm beyond ready for this, my sanity and future depend on this. Lord give me courage to face the rocky patches ahead, the clarity so that I may see through the clouded images of society and the strength to stand up and fight. I'll try to post every week regarding my progress. Here I go...

Wow...

I didn't realize how long it had been since I posted. I guess when life happens certain other things tend not to happen. Like blogging. So much has happened. I'm a little uneasy to talk about the specifics of the happenings but I'm doing alright I'm in a great new job and I'm looking up with clear eyes. For the first time in my life I'm evaluating me and my goals and my outlook and who I am, etc. It feels amazing. I'm scared yes admittedly but I know that I have a huge support system and am just taking baby steps right now. Ok well just wanted to stop in and for those of you who read this let you know I'm just fine. I'll be back soon I promise :-)